Tuesday 23 July 2013

To go your own way


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When the time comes
And you have to ask him
To go his own way
It’s not easy to say goodbye
I loved you but now it’s time
To let you go
I want to hold on
But there is hole in my heart
That needs to be filled
And hanging onto you
Is torture
It kills me to know
You’re with her and not with me
But now I have to ask you
To go your own way
So I can embrace
The ones that will embrace me back
It’s not easy letting you go
But each day
My heart isn’t treated differently
And you expect me to smile
And pretend its okay to be
Your friend
When all I want to do
Is kiss you
And embrace you
Fully and with all I have
But you aren’t giving me
Half of
What I been giving you back
So I have to ask you
To go your own way
So I can find
Someone to give me

More than half back 

Thursday 11 July 2013

The denial of a girl raped

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I may not remember our first night
I can only imagine that it was beautiful
I can only imagine it didn’t hurt
When I woke up next to you
The blood trickled down my leg
The blood stained bed
The blood rush down my chest
If only I didn’t have that one last drink
But I loved you
How could I blame you?
Despite not being able to find my underwear
The headache that felt like my head would explode
I thought you’d be gentle
I thought you’d have waited for me
And not be so cold
As I curled up in a ball
On that still blood stained bed
I may not remember our first night
I can only imagine it was beautiful
And now as we walk
Hand in hand
I wonder why I still haven’t
Picked up the phone
And called the police on you
But my heart stops and says
I can only imagine it was beautiful
But hold up
Hold up, one minute
Why should I be afraid to
say I was raped
I didn’t ask to be raped
But I am still standing
I’m still here
You thought you could kill my pride
You thought you could rip my soul out
I am ME
And I was raped
So what?


Tuesday 9 July 2013

I realize now that you don't love me/Truth is you never really did

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I realize now that you don’t love me
Truth is you never really did
Because if you did
You would have never stopped believing
You would have fought for it
Because that’s what you do
When you love someone
But I realise now that you don’t love me
Truth is you never really did
Because if you did
You would force yourself back in
You would kiss me with passion
And never apologize for it
Because you wouldn’t want to lose me twice
I realize now that you don’t love me
Truth is you never really did
Because if you did
You would have always known
That either way someone was going to get hurt
This time around you would hold
My hand and stay
But if you want to lose me again
Go ahead
I’ve done it before I can do it again
You broke it once
Surely a second time
Wouldn’t make it difficult for you to sleep at night
I realize now that you don’t love me
Truth is you never really did
This time
I’m wide awake


Saturday 6 July 2013

His hands all over me

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I can still feel his hands
Touching me
Caressing me
And feeling each part of my body
I close my eyes
Everytime I want to
Feel him all over me
The way he tugged at my tender breasts
And licked below my navel
The way he held me
Tight but gently
Lifted me up
And pulled me close
His hands have left me in a trance
I close my eyes
And all I can feel is
His hands all over me
The way he grabbed me from behind
Kissed my lips and neck
Bringing me to a near explosion
I bit my lip
And that deep sigh of satisfaction
Makes its way out
His hands all over me
Every part of me
I can almost feel the explosion
And I keep yearning and yearning and yearning
What treacherous sweet torture
His hands all over me

It’s an explosion

When he bends down to my level

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When he bends down to my level
Places his hand on my left cheek
Leans down towards me
In his sweet raspy voice
He tells me how much he
wants me
In that moment nobody
exists but us
I’ve been meaning to tell you
I loved another once
And I don’t think I can do this
But then you stop                                                                                                                                                                   
And stare for a moment
 into the very depths of my soul
A stare in the eyes that looks
Right through me
It’s you and I now
All else has gone with the wind
You bend down to my level
Place your lips on mine
And kiss me like you’ve
Known me my whole life
Then I realise that it’s okay
to let myself feel again
Because everytime you bend
Down to my level

Nothing else matters