What defines me might not define you. No two people are alike but we've all lived life and gone through the good and the bad. Im just trying to inject you with some of my shuga, the essence of me, my loves and loathes.
Tuesday, 10 April 2012
The fear of losing out on a dream
It's difficult to have faith when everything seems to be falling apart. You wonder if the big guy up there can hear your prayers. You cling to the verse he shall supply all your need but you still feel like giving up. When you are so close but so far from achieving your dream. The harsh realisation that life is not your friend. You think of the moments that might be and how you will feel when you have finally crossed the finish line. So you get sick, you get depressed. You feel like sleeping all day and night then you realise why would you come so far or top survive all this time if your dream is not going to become reality. I kill my fear and remain strong. The dream is not dead yet.