The denial of a girl raped

                               (Source:rishikajain.com)

I may not remember our first night

I can only imagine that it was beautiful

I can only imagine it didn’t hurt

When I woke up next to you

The blood trickled down my leg

The blood stained bed

The blood rush down my chest

If only I didn’t have that one last drink

But I loved you

How could I blame you?

Despite not being able to find my underwear

The headache that felt like my head would explode

I thought you’d be gentle

I thought you’d have waited for me

And not be so cold

As I curled up in a ball

On that still blood stained bed

I may not remember our first night

I can only imagine it was beautiful

And now as we walk

Hand in hand

I wonder why I still haven’t

Picked up the phone

And called the police on you

But my heart stops and says

I can only imagine it was beautiful

But hold up

Hold up, one minute

Why should I be afraid to

say I was raped

I didn’t ask to be raped

But I am still standing

I’m still here

You thought you could kill my pride

You thought you could rip my soul out

I am ME

And I was raped

So what?