It was never just a feeling/ Loving you became my whole being

                                                                    (kootation.com)

I really wonder why its so hard for me

To get rid of the memories of you?

Why even when I try it's so hard to let go?

And how I am left inspired to write

About the deepest pains within my heart

I truly miss you I really do

And sometimes I wish

I could rewind time

And be stuck in the moment

Those moments of you and I

That I just can't let go

Those moments you lay next to me

And all I could think of was this is

The man for me

And now I sit down and think and wonder

When you looking at the moon and stars

Or when you're all alone in your bed

Do you ever think of me and

Do you miss me as much as I miss you?
It was never just a feeling
Loving you became my whole being
And there was no me without you
I've been thinking maybe if I just call you
And you'd hear my voice and

Maybe just maybe

You'd remember the days I used to

Call and you wouldn't  want to

get off the phone

Why is it I love you so much

Even when you're long gone?

I can't forget the feelings

These warm hearted feelings

That have left me in pieces

As I miss your kisses

I can only hope when you look at the moon and stars

And lay down alone in bed

You think of me

Like I think of you

By Chiedza Mebe

Been Loving Someone

Have you ever loved someone
so much you can feel it from your head to your toes?

                                                                              (facebook.com)

Been so in love you're willing
to let him get away with all your stuff?
The look on his face
That's etched in your mind
Day in and out
You will want to take it all off
Been so excited to claim him
as yours before he even claims it himself
Been loving him from day one
Been walking around hoping
he'd just say hi and when he does you feel he feels it too
from his head to his toes
I always knew I'd be loving someone one day
I just never knew he'd choose me
So I'm letting him get away with all my stuff

Love's silly thots

When I close my eyes

I think of you and me holding hands,

laughing and long  nights spent in your arms

                                                                     (layoutsparks.com)

Could this just be a day dream?

Those manly arms

That smile that can melt a heart

Those side burns that can make a girl shudder

I am on whatever you are on

I ain't stopping now

How can I when you make me so weak?

Can I show you how I feel

How you feel?

Now you getting me all tongue tied up 

In love with you

My words aren't even right

And they say I'm the girl

Who can't keep her mouth shut

I've been meaning to tell you something

I’ve been meaning to tell you something

I love you, I still do

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And every time I close my eyes

I think of you

The way you smile and held my hand

Those are memories I cherish

So here we are now

No longer able to embrace

The love we once had

It’s an open struggle

A challenge I am yet to conquer

I know you are gone

But I still feel you here

I still hear your voice

Bringing tears streaming down my cheeks

The thought of you and the memories are cherished

I’ve been meaning to tell you something

I love you I still do

After you it never came easy

Is this how it’s going to be?

This aching feeling of emptiness

After you it never came easy

He didn’t love me

                                                                   Source: kootation.com

I didn’t love him

But I was stuck with someone

I didn’t love

Because you left me

After you

The feeling went away

I remember what it felt like to love someone

And it hurt not being able

To experience it all over again

To know you can have the

Greatest time of your life

And there being so many

People in the world

But none of them compares to you

After you it just never came easy

Will my life ever be the same?

Will my life ever be the same?

Wish I could rewind time

And go back to when it was

you and me

But life is not like that

Not everyone can get second chances

Sometimes when things are gone their gone

When the door is shut its shut

This life that puts you in and out of luck

People go on and live their lives

without you

And I can’t deal with this anymore

Looking at you and having to

walk away

When all I want is to be in your arms

Will my life ever be the same?

And will I love someone again

the way I used to love you?

Will my life ever be the same again?

That’s something I just don’t know

I would rather be hot and single

I would rather be hot and single
Than be with somebody who leaves me damaged

                                                                    (searchquotes.com)

Being alone is something I have not conquered yet
Relationships leave me broken
I can't fix everything that's broken
My bigger heart keeps depleting
And am left seeking close talk and comfort
In the wrong arms
In the wrong kisses and wrong places
Giving were its less deserving
What is it about this love thing
We crave so much?
To allow it to break us and still stay
Because you can't last another day
Without his piercing stares and his ravaging passion in bed
Or the nights he leaves you cold and naked in his bed
While he dances and smiles with her
What confusion is this?
This dilemma
That leaves me thinking
I would rather be hot and single
Than be with somebody who leaves me damaged