Love's silly thots

When I close my eyes

I think of you and me holding hands,

laughing and long  nights spent in your arms

                                                                     (layoutsparks.com)

Could this just be a day dream?

Those manly arms

That smile that can melt a heart

Those side burns that can make a girl shudder

I am on whatever you are on

I ain't stopping now

How can I when you make me so weak?

Can I show you how I feel

How you feel?

Now you getting me all tongue tied up 

In love with you

My words aren't even right

And they say I'm the girl

Who can't keep her mouth shut

I've been meaning to tell you something

I’ve been meaning to tell you something

I love you, I still do

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And every time I close my eyes

I think of you

The way you smile and held my hand

Those are memories I cherish

So here we are now

No longer able to embrace

The love we once had

It’s an open struggle

A challenge I am yet to conquer

I know you are gone

But I still feel you here

I still hear your voice

Bringing tears streaming down my cheeks

The thought of you and the memories are cherished

I’ve been meaning to tell you something

I love you I still do

After you it never came easy

Is this how it’s going to be?

This aching feeling of emptiness

After you it never came easy

He didn’t love me

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I didn’t love him

But I was stuck with someone

I didn’t love

Because you left me

After you

The feeling went away

I remember what it felt like to love someone

And it hurt not being able

To experience it all over again

To know you can have the

Greatest time of your life

And there being so many

People in the world

But none of them compares to you

After you it just never came easy

Will my life ever be the same?

Will my life ever be the same?

Wish I could rewind time

And go back to when it was

you and me

But life is not like that

Not everyone can get second chances

Sometimes when things are gone their gone

When the door is shut its shut

This life that puts you in and out of luck

People go on and live their lives

without you

And I can’t deal with this anymore

Looking at you and having to

walk away

When all I want is to be in your arms

Will my life ever be the same?

And will I love someone again

the way I used to love you?

Will my life ever be the same again?

That’s something I just don’t know

I would rather be hot and single

I would rather be hot and single
Than be with somebody who leaves me damaged

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Being alone is something I have not conquered yet
Relationships leave me broken
I can't fix everything that's broken
My bigger heart keeps depleting
And am left seeking close talk and comfort
In the wrong arms
In the wrong kisses and wrong places
Giving were its less deserving
What is it about this love thing
We crave so much?
To allow it to break us and still stay
Because you can't last another day
Without his piercing stares and his ravaging passion in bed
Or the nights he leaves you cold and naked in his bed
While he dances and smiles with her
What confusion is this?
This dilemma
That leaves me thinking
I would rather be hot and single
Than be with somebody who leaves me damaged

My Dear Valentine

                                         (newsletters.springfields.com)

My dear Valentine
I love you with all my heart
We used to relive our memories
And here's to making new memories
You are forever etched in my heart
And not a day goes by that I don't
Think of you
Your smile
And the stories we've shared
Makes loving worth while
Knowing I can count on you
Is a good feeling
And as the day rolls by
And my heart beats fast
Know that Ive always
Loved, loving you


Par/By Chiedza Mebe

Carrying around this pain

I have been carrying around this pain

                                                             ( here2assist.blogspot.com)

It hurts so much and the tears won't come out
And a huge lump develops in the depth of my throat
I never used to be like this
And I'm not saying it's your fault
Well in fact it is
I was whole before I met you
And now I am broken into pieces
It hurts to carry around so much pain
And to still have to face each day with a smile

                                                                   (kernelscorner.com)

A bonjour here and a bonjour there
I can't get the thought of you and her out of my mind
I can't get the thought of me and him out of my mind
This path we chose
Look what it's done to us
I want to say I trust you, but I don't
I want to say I'll be there tomorow, but I can't
Now I'm a victim of my unforgiving heart
Now I can't let it go
Yes I fight
I fight to let it go
But everytime I call you
I feel she's next to you
I feel like I am not enough
It hurts to carry around so much pain
To still smile and lie that
I've let go.


                                                                                                                         Par: Chiedza Mebe